THE BEAST

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/carrytheweightband Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ctw_band Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5mCMv7u381hvNO2wIuR1oi Lyrics: This sickness is blinding my eyes, not letting me see the clear blue skies, but only dark and desperate times. It feels like I have lost my life in the search of something nice and warm, to have inside my cold dead heart. But I don’t even know where to start, in search of better life. I am all alone without a place to go, neither to call home. Oh, why do I miss you so? I’ve been going on, for so long with this sickness eating me alive from the inside (it’s eating me alive). Why can’t you just leave me head or is the only answer, the only answer, death. Why can’t you just leave me go? Why can’t I seem to let go of the one thing that meant me so much once? Hesitation, hands are shaking, isolation, empty inside, frustration, sick of lies. Where do we go from here? What else could have been said? What else could have been done? Why do I care so much? Why can’t I let you go? And after all the sleepless nights, seasons have come and gone, and I’m still attached. Of course I’m still attached. Drowning myself every night in pillows of anxiety. In order not to drown, in order to stay alive. Oh, why can’t you just leave? How was I so easy to forget? Tell me, look into my eyes and tell me, I was easy to forget, but in the end it just wasn’t meant to be. Sick Heart // Sick Head. I fall down on my knees and prey for forgiveness.