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00:03:12
4 years ago
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Recorded in isolation amidst the global COVID-19 lockdown, the song packs a punch with heavy driven tremolo picked verses, anthemic choruses and tastefully curated guitar outros featuring Robb as a guest guitarist. This dynamic single showcases the four-piece’s signature Heavy Rock/Alternative sound that expertly interweaves raw and emotive melodies with heavy hitting groove. The band builds and resolves tension seamlessly by creating a push & pull between all instruments and Mish’s vocals throughout the entirety of the song. The track tackles the complex issue of emotional abuse and gaslighting head-on, offering some frank insights underpinned by painful personal experiences. The song resolves by giving the victim an empowering position to take control and leave an abusive relationship.
Sick with myself for believing your lies
Cause you spit in my face
We’re so far along on this path that we chose
Then you left without a trace
Now you want me to hide the anger inside
So you can justify
Your self serving plan to get your own way
No matter the sacrifice
How long can you sow the seeds of doubt in my mind
How low will you put me down to reclaim your pride
I know that you feed on fear just like a parasite
I’ll hold my own and find my way out
Painted me out as a difficult bitch
So that you can push me away
Your gaslighting worked I covered your tracks
When you deserved the blame
I won’t say a word, just stand and observe
And let it dissipate
Don’t need your sedition, I’m on my own mission
So stop your hate
How long can you sow the seeds of doubt in my mind
How low will you put me down to reclaim your pride
I know that you feed on fear just like a parasite
I’ll hold my own and find my way out
You can call me a failure
You’re just a freak hater
When it's all said and done
You’ll be the one to swallow your tongue
How long can you sow the seeds of doubt in my mind
How low will you put me down to reclaim your pride
I know that you feed on fear just like a parasite
I’ll hold my own and find my way out
Released June 12, 2020
Written & Performed By Torizon & Robb Torres
Guest Guitars by Robb Torres
Produced by Robb Toress & Torizon
Mastered by Ian Sefchick
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